Be Strong You!!!

STRONG is such a “strong” word yet how strong it is to us? The thing is I always said that I am strong and such but did I mean it or am I really strong!? Well sometimes I lied about it I mean who doesn’t right? but that does not mean you weak. It is just that by saying it sometimes you eventually feel strong after and that is good.

People may see that I am such a strong person ( which is true ) but sometimes I can be insecure and afraid! Afraid of what is depends on my mood swing, it could be afraid about my body or skin or health but the most terrified thing is my FUTURE! I mean how can we not be afraid.

I don’t know where I’m going to end up or live or work or whatever it is and the feeling of it is just so terrifying and for heaven sake I really hope I don’t end up miserable or worst dead. So i just have to suck it up and work my very best to be strong living in this challenging world.

Leaving.

Seriously it is so damn true as it is happening to me now and to my best girlfriend. You see we tried to keep the friendship long-lasting with this few people but well in the end they are the one who always back out.

I have to admit it that it’s quite “sad” but I get to the point where I am no longer care about them. I mean why would I be with those who don’t even trying to make an effort like you do and try to fix it together. It is definitely waste of my time.

All I can say is  ” SCREW YOU ” I don’t need you guys and I mean it as in forever. I’m not saying I’m the good guy and I’m right but in this case I am right and being with them is just going to annoys me more.

So just leave and never ever come back to my life.

True Friends

This quote really gets me since I’ve had said it so many times to myself and to my closest and true friends. You see, I’ve met a lot of people that turn to be my friend, closest friend and BEST friends but some of them turn out to be fake friends ( mostly just friends or worst closest friends ) that are only good in backstabbing and pointing out your faults and make false accusations.

What I’m really curious is why after all of this time they turn to be someone that you really want to strangle and slap or hit them so hard until they can’t stand. What’s even worst is that how hypocrite and immature of them! How can they blame and scold you for something you did not do or something that they expect you to do but you didn’t! WTF!!

So you see sometimes it takes time to see who are your real friends and who aren’t but sometimes you just know. So is it worth it to LOSE them? Yes it is! The quote might says we only learn but for me, lesson learned and it’s time to lose them and stay with those that bring the best in you – not bring you down.

I always keep this in my mind ” it’s way better to have only a few friends or even just ONE friend that is actually genuinely and honest to be your TRUE FRIEND than hundreds or millions of friends that in the end will leave you speechless and throw you like a dirty,unwanted trash.

People, be wise to choose your friends or companion so you won’t regret it in the future. LESSON LEARNED.

What’s with the mind?

So I here I am enjoying my holiday but then the thoughts of thinking about them is just not leaving me. I’m kinda like “why would I even think about them I mean who the hell they are? Am I right? Well it’s all on me and I know it but it’s just that why this thoughts and why them. I really hope that I forget about them like for real. It’s not that they were that “amazing” or worth to think of. I’m the one who is worth it to think of and they should be the one that thinking of me not me. So please stop it